Every time I say I’m feeling fantastic, life kinda bitchslaps me a little bit. I don’t know why I’ve been feeling kind of blah the last two days. I passed out all day yesterday. I seriously fell asleep at noon and woke up like at 6pm and then went back to sleep at 11pm. How weird is that? I had a weird dream last night too that I can’t quite remember but that I know made me feel strange when I woke up. I haven’t even gone to the gym! I dragged myself out of bed this morning and went to the mall today so I could find something for my mom since tomorrow is Mother’s Day. I ended up getting her a perfume set since she’s a perfume whore like me. There were so many freaking people out shopping and it was pretty hot outside: it’s perfect beach weather.
I also noticed that I have a lot of comments that I haven’t responded to which makes me feel bad because I love to interact with all of you. I promise I’ll catch up today. I also haven’t even changed my nail polish…now you know something is wrong. hahaha
I am having a major problem right now: I really, really, really want to buy some Cult Nails polishes because they are on sale for $5. AAAARRRRGGGHH! Should I break my promise not to buy polish for one month?
I’m contemplating painting my nails right now but don’t know what color to use. I need to pull myself out of this funk!
I'm sorry you're reeling blue and I hope you feel better soon. Every so often I have a few bad days that just leave me feeling buried and I start to get worried and scared I'll slip back into depression if I don't do something quick. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship that left me in a place that I'm afraid to ever feel again. I feel like I'm sharing too much but I wanted you to know that even just being an Internet polish friend, that I hope tomorrow is a better day.
It really means a lot to me, Jessica. It really does! I am so sorry to hear that you had to go through that. I hope that you continue to move forward and past all that bad stuff. As bad as some experiences can be, I like to think that without those bad experiences, we wouldn't be the people we are today…and we are awesome! 🙂 Someone should toot our horn…might as well be me.
I am feeling better for sure. Just have to keep reminding myself that nothing can be perfect and that I can't let little things bring me down.
Those were probably the worst three years of my life but even at my moment of freedom I wouldn't have traded it away because it made me so much stronger of a person and a woman. That experience made everything in life that is good so much sweeter now and I appreciate things in a way I couldn't before. We are awesome, fabulous in fact!!
I'm glad you're feeling better!
Awww, Jessica! I can only imagine how dark those days must have been. But the endurance and strength those days gave you are wonderful tools for a better you. I feel kinda down when I have idle time. I don't have a job, and I equate money to usefulness, which is dangerous. But Im learning to contribute in other ways. I think we're all doing pretty good, eh? ^_^
You're right, we're all doing pretty good! Being out of work is tough, I was unemployed for over a year after I got laid off before I found something.
I’m sorry you’re reeling blue and I hope you feel better soon. Every so often I have a few bad days that just leave me feeling buried and I start to get worried and scared I’ll slip back into depression if I don’t do something quick. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship that left me in a place that I’m afraid to ever feel again. I feel like I’m sharing too much but I wanted you to know that even just being an Internet polish friend, that I hope tomorrow is a better day.
It really means a lot to me, Jessica. It really does! I am so sorry to hear that you had to go through that. I hope that you continue to move forward and past all that bad stuff. As bad as some experiences can be, I like to think that without those bad experiences, we wouldn’t be the people we are today…and we are awesome! 🙂 Someone should toot our horn…might as well be me.
I am feeling better for sure. Just have to keep reminding myself that nothing can be perfect and that I can’t let little things bring me down.
Those were probably the worst three years of my life but even at my moment of freedom I wouldn’t have traded it away because it made me so much stronger of a person and a woman. That experience made everything in life that is good so much sweeter now and I appreciate things in a way I couldn’t before. We are awesome, fabulous in fact!!
I’m glad you’re feeling better!
Awww, Jessica! I can only imagine how dark those days must have been. But the endurance and strength those days gave you are wonderful tools for a better you. I feel kinda down when I have idle time. I don’t have a job, and I equate money to usefulness, which is dangerous. But Im learning to contribute in other ways. I think we’re all doing pretty good, eh? ^_^
You’re right, we’re all doing pretty good! Being out of work is tough, I was unemployed for over a year after I got laid off before I found something.
Ugh I feel ya. I feel like I get in a major funk and just like don't feel like doing anything, and sometimes I find I don't even like get out of the house for a couple days. But then luckily for me the sun comes out and puts me in a better mood. Sometimes I feel weird cuz I feel so lame sometimes then I'm like "I'm on top of the world- I can do anything!!" haha. I think a lot has to do with not working regularly. Anyway- I hope you're feeling better by the time you read this and you had a nice day w your mom! 🙂 Ttyl.
I've also been feeling blah because I'm not working. Kind of the way that Candy mentioned, I think that I'm a waste of space because I'm not earning money which is not the way to look at it at all. Thankfully I am feeling better but still a little off. I forgot to take my meds yesterday because I passed out really early. Even though missing one day shouldn't be a big deal, I think that mentally I work myself up over it. Hope you had a nice time with your mom too! 🙂
I know how you feel. Since I don't really work (two days a week for a couple hours and the occasional full day) for now I feel like that too but you're right, it's not really accurate to think that way. A lot of people are unemployed so it's not like it's just us. In the summer I have a Monday-Friday job but it's only part time so at least I'll have something to get up and be responsible for every day.
Ugh I feel ya. I feel like I get in a major funk and just like don’t feel like doing anything, and sometimes I find I don’t even like get out of the house for a couple days. But then luckily for me the sun comes out and puts me in a better mood. Sometimes I feel weird cuz I feel so lame sometimes then I’m like “I’m on top of the world- I can do anything!!” haha. I think a lot has to do with not working regularly. Anyway- I hope you’re feeling better by the time you read this and you had a nice day w your mom! 🙂 Ttyl.
I’ve also been feeling blah because I’m not working. Kind of the way that Candy mentioned, I think that I’m a waste of space because I’m not earning money which is not the way to look at it at all. Thankfully I am feeling better but still a little off. I forgot to take my meds yesterday because I passed out really early. Even though missing one day shouldn’t be a big deal, I think that mentally I work myself up over it. Hope you had a nice time with your mom too! 🙂
I know how you feel. Since I don’t really work (two days a week for a couple hours and the occasional full day) for now I feel like that too but you’re right, it’s not really accurate to think that way. A lot of people are unemployed so it’s not like it’s just us. In the summer I have a Monday-Friday job but it’s only part time so at least I’ll have something to get up and be responsible for every day.